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Bright. Blurry.
Smiling in an orange glow of morning light.
Soft. Slurry.
Greeting in a hazy flow of spring delight.

Dry lips. Licked wet.
A sleepy thumb caresses the tired flesh of my golden face.
Tangled hair. Finger combed.
A shy gaze crawls into the curious irises of your mint eyes.

Aching. Stirring.
Sore arms embrace my warm body, stirring my cardio core.
Shaking. Reaching.
Cold wind slithers under our blanket, igniting your lusting roar.

Shaking. Gasping.
Crying in a black void of midnight darkness.
Coughing. Wheezing.
Hurting in a heavy storm of summer starkness.

Wet eyelids. Clawed dry.
A weak finger scratches the sore flesh of my rusted face.
Straight sheets. Ravaged mess.
A lifeless stare pools into the lonely pupils of the shadowed ceiling.

Whining. Flurrying.
Sore arms collapse against my tired body, cutting my cardio core.
Shaking. Reaching.
Cold wind slithers under my blanket, icing my abandoned roar.
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What doesn't kill you, leaves you broken instead. 

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~He asks if I’ve written another poem

Here’s a poem


A poem for silence
A poem for pain
A poem for violence
A poem for shame

I feel used
I feel disposable
I feel like I only matter
When you want me to
When you feel like it
When it’s convenient
When the urge is unignorable

I feel like your pet
Silenced and talked at
I feel so much regret
You self-centered brat

I hate that you say gay
Like it’s some kind of disease
I hate that you play
Like I’m a toy at your leisure

I hate that just as I was standing up
Becoming strong, cold as ice
You made me feel what wasn’t enough
So I ate the fire and dice

I was learning to feel
Through sleeves and coats
Secure, dry, a perfect seal
Without scratchy, sore throats

I dried my tears in an empty car
Wondering why I wanted to die
Feeling worthless, so lost, so far
From you who promised to try

You never stood up for me
You never said sorry like you meant it
You said sorry like it was free
And you spoke it to me like a spit

I hate that I told you things
I hate that I let you in
I hate myself for trusting you
With the darkness I seethe within

I fucking hate that I looked up to you
I fucking hate that you don’t speak up
I fucking hate when you say you’re tired, goodnight
And I see you online, wasting time

I fucking hate that you’re too tired to work things out
Even when I tell you I’m not okay
I fucking hate that you’re so fucking selfish
That I’m giving you all of me and it means nothing

I fucking hate that you’re so one sided
And empathize with my pain so casually
Then lose interest and say you’re tired
Too tired to give a fucking shit apparently

I fucking hate that I’m a secret
I fucking hate that online it says I’m single
I fucking hate that I’m not worth the risk
Of your fragile ego with our mutual friends
I fucking hate that it hurts so much
I fucking hate that as tired as I am I can’t sleep
Because you’d rather blog pictures than talk to me
Even though you know I’m hurting

I fucking hate that I’m so surprised
I fucking hate that I’ve become so lazy
I fucking hate that I’ve forgotten
How people really are

I fucking hate that I trusted you
I fucking hate that I was so kind
I fucking hate that I’ve done so much for you
I fucking hate that I care

I fucking hate that you’re so in love with yourself
And that you held me after I told you I was molested
I fucking hate that I felt safe in your arms that night
And the next day you betrayed me

I fucking hate myself for coming this far
Into letting you into the world I worked so hard to create for myself
I fucking hate myself for sharing my wounds
The dark wounds that give me anxiety attacks

I fucking hate that none of this matters
That you browse me at your bored convenience
I fucking hate that I’m the only one trying
I fucking hate that I let you let me down

I fucking hate that I ever shared that poem
I fucking hate that I ever let you see me vulnerable
I just want my power back. I want my isolated solace.
I want the person I was before I let you in.
I want to not give a shit about you like you do about me.
Here's A Poem
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:iconkiwipok:
kiwipok Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2015
Thank you very much for the watch! :D :heart: :heart: :heart:
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2015  Student General Artist
You're welcome :meow:
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Amathystwarriorwoman Featured By Owner Edited Apr 17, 2015  New Deviant
Your uniqueness is somewhat shivering yet a dashing of sweet and adorable spices wrapped up in a blanket of the Catwoman I adore and enjoy being apart of.
The photography of Nature is my absolute fave. So let me know if I can help u out with trip to China.
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LordeBoy Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014
hey^^
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014  Student General Artist
Yo :meow:
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LordeBoy Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014
How are you?
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014  Student General Artist
I'm awake :iconyeahplz:

How are you today bro? :iconnyancatplz:
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Colorzoo Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I was dreaming about you the other day. I was at an art gallery where your art was featured. It was really col until a yellow train crashed through the wall and ruined everything. 

Frank
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student General Artist
Lol thats so random xD That yellow train is the story of my life man :meow: How's life? I haven't seen or talked to you in forever! Happy late new year dude!
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Colorzoo Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Life is meh, I guess. I'll be going back to school in the Spring. I forgot to mentioned in my dream it ended with ninjas, commandos and me getting arrested.
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2014  Student General Artist
That's good to hear. Wait what? Neeenjas?! Why'd you get arrested? lol xD Public indecency? :meow:
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Colorzoo Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Oh yeah, HI EMMA!
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TrePoint Featured By Owner May 20, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for the watch! :D
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner May 20, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome ^^
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:iconcolorzoo:
Colorzoo Featured By Owner May 3, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Do you answer all the comments in your comments section? Just wondering.
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:iconkipetuakora:
KipetuAkora Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Student General Artist
Yes :meow:
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:iconcolorzoo:
Colorzoo Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Hmmm, what to ask, what to ask???
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Student General Artist
Haha xD oh the possibilities!
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TheGreenDragonGuy Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fave!
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome :meow:
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TheGreenDragonGuy Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
:la:
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Lk-Photography Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for :+fav:
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KipetuAkora Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome :meow:
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VelvetRedBullet Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013  Student Photographer
Cheers for the fave :)
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CasheeFoo Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013
Thank you :hug:
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